Can't sleep

It is Sunday night at 12:09am and I can't sleep for anything!! My alarm will go off in 3 1/2 hours at 3:30 am for me to get up for work. Good thing I can function on little sleep. Nights like this are my worst, my mind just keeps going. Everything from what I should have done this weekend to what I should not have done this weekend, to what I need to do what I don;t need to do.Ugh just go to sleep I say! Go to sleep! I wish I was like Cody and when I hit my pillow and closed my eyes i went right to sleep. Learning how to put pictures on my blog makes me excited to write again. Since my Dad past it has been a little hard to write. Reading my blog was one of his favorite things to do, He would tell me he was checking to see what I wrote about him...LOL! I think he got more than he bargained for, even though we were close and I could talk to him about anything. Their are some things I have a hard time expressing verbally but are easy to write. I keep people at a safe distance. That way i don't get hurt. For the few i let closer I think their still is an arm in between. I am sure that is why people think I am this cold hard person, But think what you want it works for me. I will say I am not a very sympathetic person. If you want a pity party DO NOT COME TO ME!! My theory is get over it and move on it is what it is!! The past is the past you can't change it. Learn and move on.. Trust me I have done a lot in my life Good and Not so good! 


TOMORROW IS ALWAYS A NEW DAY! Make peace with your self every night before you go to sleep. (even if you can't sleep) Wake up every morning and say TODAY IS A NEW DAY A GOOD DAY! most of all make it a point to LAUGH and SMILE! Always find humor in the things that go not so good in your day, It makes it easier to get through it. Always try to find the positive in every situation, Some times people may get pissed because they think you think it's a joke. But most things are not as serious as people want them to seem. We all know when some thing is really serious.. I try hard to not let the little things get to me and some days are better than others. But no matter what at the end of the day as long as you are HAPPY that is all that matters, IT IS YOUR LIFE!




LIVE LOVE  LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH !!!!


SMILE SMILE SMILE!!!!!